I know exactly how you feel. I feel like giving up sometimes too. I was in day treatment for being anorexic and bulimic. I just thought that you should know that you arent the only one out there that has this problem. I may have gone to treatment for this problem but that doesnt mean that I got better. I still have alot of problems with purging. I made it look like I was getting better when I was there so that I could get out of that place. I would like to keep talking to you more about this. I am 14 and I know how you feel. Just please dont give up. It's not worth it. Please send me a private message sometime. TTYL