Bless your heart ~ You aren't the first one who has had this happen and you surely won't be the last. Men can sometimes be pigs. LOL Please, please don't beat yourself up for this. You trusted, you loved. What's wrong with that? Unfortunately this guy just wasn't worth your love and trust.

Sometimes we make wrong choices in men, and we've all done it. And we ALL kick ourselves for it too, and then beat ourselves bloody for it for the next 6 months. But what good does that do except to give us bruises? We know we screwed up, so that's that! Let it go, and move on. But just for a while, forget men and pamper yourself. Like Payne said, hang with the women-folk and have some fun. And don't forget that your OWN COMPANY can be very fulfilling. If you love yourself (and you should) you can spend some very good times alone! And remember, you have to love yourself before you can love anyone else.

So stop beating yourself up, okay? There's a BIG sisterhood out here of women who have done the same thing you did. And that's trust & love and get screwed in the process. Forget it my friend. And God bless you and please take care of YOU. Keep us posted on how you're doing, okay? I'm sure we'd all love to know. Hugs, Lee