Hi Tigergirl,
What is it about fictional that you loike so much? Is it just the things he says? Do you believe a real t would say these things?
I don't see anything wrong with your fantasizing, it's normal to want our ts to say all the right things to us but the reality of it is they don't because they don't know what we need all of the time so maybe you could say this to your t. That you need for him to say whatever fantasy t says that appeals to you- of course your t might not decide to go along but you are entitled to ask.