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Old Feb 25, 2013, 08:41 PM
joshuas-mommy joshuas-mommy is offline
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I have felt like that before. I actually like to linger in the emotional pain and punish myself for fun. I guess I have to feel some emotional turmoil in order to enjoy to intentionally inflicting punishment on myself. In fact, it angers me if someone attempts to lighten my mood to a more happier state because then my self-punishment is not in the slighten bit fun and enjoyable. I hate those people that do not understand that and prevent me from feeling depressed and stuff.