I started self-harming regularly at the begining of my freshman yr in high school. It got rly bad rly quickly. I wish i could say tht iv gotten better now but the truth is i rly hvnt. I hvnt cut in a couple months now but i still think abt it every single day. I look down at the word evil on my ankle. Another word on my stomach. Fading scars on my hips, arms, nd legs. Nd i wonder how i could hv let this get so out of hand. How could something tht causes pain become an addiction?