Radiostar,

If you do tell him about not wanting to be held very much he will try to understand, I hope.

Also, You can find another boyfriend-you will get another one that is compatable and you can and will be all right.

Despite your mental health, you just may not be desiring to be very physical right at this moment and that is the way people are in different times from year to year, which has nothing to do with mental illness.

So keep confident, and look at how good you are, count all the lovely things about you, like your hair, your pretty teeth, and your neat sense of humor for example.

All people have admirable traits that they can pick out for themself, you included, dispite anything else at all.

Just remember you have a right to choose to be you, when ever and what ever you want or don't want. I know you are important and you always come first, no matter what, ever. Love Robin I like IM's if you want to IM