Omg I'm so glad I found this post. I've lost exactly 120 pounds and am in the middle of a backslide too! I've gained 10 pounds back, I see it happening....but I can't stop eating. I just ate half a jar of Nutella a few minutes ago (2000 calories) and went to force myself to purge (a new habit that I'm trying to curb) but was unsuccessful. I need help, and I know it...

Please don't give up. I'm so close to giving up on myself, but I can't handle the thought of someone else giving in and just losing control. You've come to far to turn back now and you know, just as I do, what is at the end of that path.

Loneliness, depression, and more eating.

I've been fighting this battle for so long and so hard now....I don't think I've ever lived a normal life. All I've ever done is think about food and hide myself away to either eat or work it all off.