I feel that way myself. It seems like my depression comes from having health anxiety. I feel that my health anxiety is so imagined. I have fantasies of doctors telling me that they will have to operate on me several times because of cancer. It has never happened to me or anyone in my family. I guess it's because I hear so much about it.

I share my feelings with other people and they seem like they don't want to hear it. I wish that they can be understanding or I wish I could meet someone that would agree with me. Perhaps some of the people I've spoken with about it just get sick of me. I've felt like I could trust them enough to understand. They just don't seem to.