I guess I have to say because I have been at the bottom of the barrell and thought that way and still I am here. Yes I have had some heartache--WAY more than my share If I do say so myself, but I have also been blessed with a lot of wonderful things. I have taken to writing them down when I do recognize them so on bad days I can read the list and remember what matters. I like to think that because we are talking about it and reaching out to anyone we are proving that our lives do matter to us. The fact that you want to find reasons means you DON'T really want to end this life as hard as it has been.

Just my thoughts after a long life of pain and sorrow--joys and triumphs.

-Anne