Lately i have been feeling like there is a shadow figure in my bedroom and its presence is making itself known to me more and more, and i am slowly realizing it is real. It raped me in my sleep a few days ago and that scared me a lot but now it tells me to self harm and that if i don't then others will get hurt instead. It always looks at me and I am an atheist so I don't believe in spiritual things like demons but i cant explain this shadow figure i used to call demon but now i think shadow is a better term. I see the shadow visually however in my head is a clearer image of what he looks like so I painted him 5 times but I'm too scared to show the pictures with anyone. But after i painted i felt a little better to get that out, however now he is scaring me again < i think I will get tapped on the back by him or that he will come out and grab me, and I m getting really scared like is this really happening? why me, why is it here and why cant i just believe it is not real and it go away, please help i don't see T till friday and I have never had this happen before