Sam2.. thanks for this comment. FINALLy someone gets it... yes I feel VERY isolated and am in fact at a crisis center for threatening Suicide last nihgt. due to being singled out on here... I think I will just skip chat here altogether and just post. I am trying to change the last part of my name.. angryredhead so I PMed christina? I want to keep mitra becuz my ffriend adores the name. I bought a ticket to go see her but had to change it to the state they are moving her too.. from MN to the tucson AZ heart center. She has talked befor of us living together and starting a shelter crisis center for ACCers as well as a support forum called ACC connections