Thanks Open Eyes and Hankster.

I know this may be simple for some but I get confused some times if I am "valid" or over reacting.
I think that and "at times believing I deserve to be scared by this person" and that "no one cares" are part of my PTSD coming through and the paranoia and the thoughts that I had last Saturday (not normal, and yes of them hurting me)......- not the actual occurrence.. as I think many women or even some men would not like what I have to go through with this guy.

I am told this is being looked through today.

The first time I made the comment that i was "very unnerved" with this guy coming in as he was to Upper Management that was in an email. Guess I need to out right say I am scared? Which I hate to admit; which that just reminds me of-- tear me down before any help *may come* and even then, it may never come.
I also am afraid that my Supervisor will get snippy with me about not getting names too, due to I get frozen when this guy shows up--- I have mentioned to her of mood swings but I don't remember if I ever told her of PSTD for me (i was really ashamed of that dx and I am sorry for that).... and right now I really don't want to tell her of any of my problems. due to how she uses things against us at times, and she seems to be on a rising wave again.

Hankster you are right, I am not the police- the worse thing is that a few years ago a tv was stolen at work, I thought due to that bringing up that would help but it seems not to matter... Basically if something is missing it is my behind for it being gone. The tv went missing over a holiday weekend and I still got threaten with my job and being fired.
So even though I am not to confront anyone, I am to confront anyone- As I said, I was told to Police the Coffee Machine- At first I was told not to, then I was told it was my job. I took that in good stride (as in, I let people know once or twice, and if they continued I told myself, I can not control other people, and they already know the rules- so not my problem really).

This is just another thing to put down on "Why I need to leave" i guess......

Been looked into for about a year now- think that is about as far as it ever will go. I don't think it will stop.

If anything ever happened with my worse thoughts- I would not be able to forgive anyone that knew of this problem as of now- which includes Upper management on the customer side.