You know, I just have to say, this whole thing sucked.

But as most sucky things turn out, I've learned a lot from it.

What exactly that is, I'm still figuring out.

Maybe it's that I can take a terrible blow, and land on my feet.

Maybe it's that I can do that sooner, and quicker than before.

Maybe I actually have less to fear from myself than I thought.

I don't know.

Something rather positive is cooking in there.

Hmmm.....