There were incidences in my adult life that caused what was working before not to work anymore, concerning DID. That's when my old t started to figure it out and sent me to the t I have now.

I was so unaware of absolutely everything in my daily life that I did not even condsider that the things going on were or were not normal. I never gave them a thought outside of one brief, hmm, don't remember my childhood, ahh, no one does really, and dismissed it. My dissociation at that time was also so high that I was not aware of leaving and ending up someplace else. Or maybe I just did it naturally, I'm not sure. I only went to a t for an eating disorder. i gave myself 6 months and would be cured of the ed. lol

It was not until this t that my awareness actually became enough to be aware that I am or was not aware if that makes sense. Now I think I'm crazy. Before I just thought I was weird.