do not be sorry..
That is why I contated you in the first place you sounded like you needed someone to talk to off the fourms..

I was a mod on here once and that is what I need to do. I will help you in any way I can..
I have emailed you back saying sorry myslef.. I did not mean to come of so harsh, but you did hit me like you said, but you know that is ok.. You were haveing a bad day, we all do from time to time..
but you know what I am still here ,, do it again, and I will still be here..
I will not run, I will not run away.. I will stay right here this ole dragon of yours is tough.. She is a fighter and I can't be knocked down so easily, I have my bad days too but we can make it through all of this together.. ok..

I will not walk away..
Tell me more, but do it in a way, that will make me understand why you are telling me, the things you are telling me.. SO I can better understand what you are telling me.. Ok. will that work??????

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The light is around me now
I see it so clearly now
I feel him in my heart
Lord God has set me free.
Let me rejoice in you
Let me be free
I love the lord God.
I have been Saved by your Grace and love today...04/11/04