I agree...I will have to do an investigation of the past threads of my own as well!!!

I also agree that a lot would be lost if you were not here on PC providing support and sharing your own struggles as well. But yes, as RealF said, only you can judge if you have been on PC too much. (I can tell you I have felt the same way about myself as far as being on excessively during the day when I have computer access...)

I am glad you didn't erase your post, and let it stay...It sometimes helps to vent and be sarcastic and just let it all fly in the face of the world. Nothing wrong with that, in my opinion.

I hope you find something, anything, that will help. I don't have advice, wish I did.