((((tryin2bme)))))

I know what you mean about always trying to please people. But the more that I myself try and please people, or pretend that i'm something i'm not ... the worse i have felt. So maybe just try doing little things for yourself at first. Watch a favourite movie, read your favourite book, listen to your kind of music .. whatever it is, do something for you. Because no matter what, no one can please everyone .. and they just end up hurting themselves when they can't make everyone happy. I'm sorry you are feeling so blah ..,. and i hope that you can find what you are looking for.