I'm sorry you're missing your Jane so. Sometimes we just need someone to offer love and comfort.

I have a Jane, too. Her name is Nancy. I think I love her like you love your Jane. I find myself wanting to know what she thinks about anything and everything. I know there will come a time when she won't be here with me anymore and when that time comes, I want to be able to say to myself, "What would Nancy think," and actually know.

Were you able to internalize your Jane that way?