When I first started here last July, I was self-diagnosed with BPD but still in denial even though the traits were staring me right in the face. From expressing my problems here and talking to people, I was able to relate and fess up about it in my own head. I wasn't diagnosed until January and I was right on the mark

A lot of us don't have anyone in real life to talk to; that's why we're here. You're fine. Express and vent away, but keep in mind that others are having the same problems so on your good days, hours, whatever, try to offer support to those who aren't. No rules, no pressures, and welcome.