for biiv,

I also have seen pictures like they were physically hitting me....it is scary...your T must care at least a little to say, "I will hold you through the tough stuff....." I, too, find it hard to come to the end of the session...it's like hey now I'm all by myself....your T probably wishes she didnt have time constraints either..I have the same neediness for my T to see how bad I need him. Perhaps your T has e-mail then you would be able to express these things in another way. Write back let us know how you are doing, we care..you seem to have begun to address serious issues perhaps things can only get better once I addressed my serious issues things SLOWLY got better again we care about you here and let us know how you are...