I'm not sure how these things work in the U.S., it's quite a bit different here in Canada because of the insurance question. But Sam and Adam have given some great advice, check yourself into a hospital and/or mental health facility if you're afraid for your well-being. I was 12 hours away from doing so in October last year, but when I woke up my debilitating anxiety was quite a bit better, so I put it off. I was prepared to go with a family member after that night, and it was a relief knowing that I'd be taken care of by others.

Please stay safe, and keep us posted!

RJ