Imagine having nobody to turn to...only childs are the menace of societies. yes I'm one of those. I have always been lonely, always hoped for a brother or sister to come along to build a bond with me but nobody has come so I don't have any hope anymore because I'm nearing my senior year in high school. I just hope the rest of my life will not be as bleak as it is now because I honestly don't feel like living anymore. My whole life has been a lonely one and I wish that there would be people who could stand by me, someone with the same ethnic background or religion. Turns out people who are different from me always have more sympathy than those who are the same as me. people who have something in common with me just want to shun me altogether, as though i'm not one of them when i am in fact a brother among them and that the minute they stare at me and look away a few seconds later, i notice how nobody seems to care. no one in this world is here for me, can't imagine being a senior year so fast next year.. hear they're cutting some teachers and also prep. now i guess i'll have to be more self-sufficient. people get parties thrown when they graduate. when i get my diploma, i get my diploma. nobody seems to care about me. i have no oen to turn to when i need help.
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