(((nicole)))) I am not familiar with your postings and wouldn't begin to guess when a good time to go to ER is. Best I can say, is do what you need to stay safe, and to get better. It sounds like you need some help right now - and inpatient at least allows you to focus on getting better and gives you resources you wouldn't get where you are now.

Just wanted to send you hugs, and wish you good luck