...flyboy highboy airborne newborn oldman he-can!
sweet thing underling overdone cry a lung!...cry everything!

I am the worst excuse for a bipolar!


I have utterly no control!...haha!

someone once said I should and they kept saying it and I kept listening at the very worst times!...


because I cannot hear anything when I am manic...I just hear the devine musical mental myth inside my head as it
casually explains to me what to do during this
emotional exhaustion and personal explosion!...


enabling some kind of spiritual illusion?...like I adapted to it it's too soon I just had an episode they are getting closer
what does this mean I will struggle
when it passes and I hate that!