a friend of mine who lost a friend to suicide (who was DID) told me i was DID. then he went and told the therapist i had who he also saw. which created problems in the clinic because they said i was not DID but borderline. and then they said that my friend was trying to get me to be like his freind who died. which was probably true because he had me dress like her and everything. then i met the girl that killed her self mom and she said i was DID. then i went into the hospital and a psychiatrist who i have seen before said i always new you were DID but i never said anything because there isn't anyone who treats it. I dont know if i believe her because she is the one who sent me to a borderline unit in westchest NY. she could at least tell me of her susspitions of the disroder. so thats how it started. i left the clinic that i was attending and went to someone in private practice. now i am at a different clinic with a therapist who treats DID. She thinks iam DID but i dont know i beleive her because i have been told i am not by so many therapist and shrinks.