I had very disturbing nightmares again last night, unusual ones as well. In one of them I was a young girl in the middle of a battle of racism, EXTREMELY strange for me. Maybe I was channeling someone else's dreams last night.

I'm up a little earlier than I had hoped and I'm fighting the urge to have a glass of milk or pop a candy bar by accident. Maybe if I feel OK I will treat myself to a Krispy Kreme at Penn Station on the way home, it will pass the time if I have to wait for a train. Maybe even some decaf coffee or something, which I have been staying away from for a long time (even the tiny bit of caffeine in decat sometimes effects me, so I'll have to decide).

A few hours to kill before the train and I'm am already pretty weak from hunger. As I said once I am there I will be alright, as the test itself doesn't bother me, getting home will be a chore because I'll be even more tired and stressed, and once I am home I hope I can really enjoy myself. If I have the energy maybe I'll take a bubble bath. More likely eat and then sleep.

It is very unusually to be so stressed out over this.

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