I luv my T. I do. but she doesnt care about my binge and purge or SI. I only mention it like maybe 3 times a year even though its a daily thing with the b&p and montly at least with SI. so I'm not trying to blow it out of proportion. but even the few times i bring it up, she sort of just says thats where i am in therapy right now and its normal.

its so hard b/c all my life i have had ppl ignore the fact that i was hurting and it feels like that in therapy. its like im supposed to be vulnerable in therapy, although i rarely am, but when i do.. i dont get anythign back. I could never tell her that cuz i dont want to lose her or hurt her feelings. Its just that it sux that no one in the world it seems like cares when im starting to struggle. Shes never once asked how bad it is or even if i feel like its becoming to much of an issue.. nothing. I just want someone to care