First, i woudl say get help as soon as possible. i remember when i only b&p every 2 weeks.. now im every day.

If you are in college, I bet your school offers free counseling. Almost all do. I'd contact them. Also if you have insurance, they may have some mental health support. Definately get help. check with your school first .. free is better sometimes. for me it has worked out well. i could never pay for what im getting now.