hey everyone....well, there's something which is making me feel really bad lately....even though i try to stop cutting myself i just can't do it....yesterday i was alone at home and i locked myself in the bathroom and cut myself till it started bleeding a lot...it was not a deep cut but i'm worried cuz i know cutting is bad for me and i really wanna stop but when i cut i can't think on anything else, just how sad and angry i feel, i kinda loose my mind in that moment, i have just started a new treatment (i did one last year but didnt worked out cuz i hated my psychologist and my psychiatrisct) and i'm hoping this one will work out....i just wanna be happy, is that too much to ask for? i mean i knoe no one can be happy all the time but at least i wanna be able to be happy most of the time....well i think that/s all...

big hugs
jessi