I think part of what it is is that I used to be really obese, and I feel like people are "watching" me so to speak. People in my family used to take pics of me when I was heavy for the sole purpose of making fun of me. Plus my kids have told me that I "eat loud," and my daughter has teased me about "eating so fast." In general, I feel like they are watching me like a hawk when I eat and that I am being judged. I fell like I am "on display" when I eat.