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Originally Posted by Silent_Tears_17
I started having dreams of sexual assault at about 6 I used to act out sexually and let other kids assault me. I thought it was right. And now, when I feel guilty or ashamed I get a tingling, sexual sensation... the same feeling I get when I see a boy I like. And I cant tell the difference. I dont know. Its complicated... and I also have no memories of anything. Your not alone.
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I get the same feeling. Sometimes it bothers me and sometimes it makes for great sex with my fiance. Sometimes it's a little bit of both and we both feel a little dirty for fantasizing about things like this. I think this happens to a lot of people who have been through things like we have and I think we just have to learn to make peace with our experiences and how our bodies react to that. It's easier said than done though...