Ghost - this e-author is barely literate - I mean, I can hardly understand the excerpts from her book. I hate to see you stressing over it. This thread asks some good questions and has some good answers, but I don't like the ebooks. I will check out the other article to see if I can relate. I feel like you (or somebody In thIs thread) - I am calming down, nobody is harassing me at home. I want to build up from here, not tear down again.