Yup, I agree with Buttercup... I know the feeling like you're not good enough for them but hang in there because as much as I see you care for your kids, I know you're better for them than anyone can be. Kids will be angry, they will be hurtful and spite you at times. It sucks. I'm lucky so far with my boys but I have been through all that with the previous two that are grown up. Especially the step son. Still I know that I was better than an alternative even if he and my other (daughter) never do acknowledge it.