Please don't be mad at me for not emailing/calling you Monday when I was having thoughts of SI and going through some tough times. How COULD I have contacted you when it was YOU who was the reason for my emotional breakdown and causing those thoughts.

I needed space and time...then today you kept wanting me to talk about why I was so angry and having those thoughts Monday. I kept telling you I couldn't talk about it, but you kept wanting me to. Please don't make me angry at you again and push me to tell you before I'm ready. I WILL tell you, I promise, but I need time to sort out my anger toward you.