Thank you all for your kind words. My Doc is away. Can't see her till March 26. Don't know what will happen to me, so down, down, down. Family going for winter holiday. Just me & husband at home. He has a hard time with my depression. Supportive up to a point. Better to keep to myself. Saw friend today. She had an appointment so not much time together. All doom, defeat, despair. Lots of people have way more reason to feel bad. I shouldn't be like this. WHY! WHY! WHY!!!