Can you bring this up with your pdoc? It's important to have open communication with the people who are treating you; if you don't trust them, your treatment is definitely impacted. And if there is a question or if you don't understand something regarding your treatment I would certainly bring it up to your pdoc right away. You are your biggest advocate when it comes to healthcare (including mental health care) and you absolutely should speak up for yourself. There are proper ways to do it, of course (I mean, don't yell at anyone ) but I mean, you know yourself best and can speak best for yourself.