My T seemed not to believe me when I told her I wasn't angry with my parents or family. She told me that would be very unusual. My family were far from perfect, but I don't think my issues are their fault. They did look away from my difficulties and didn't help me...but it didn't make me feel angry. I just wasn't able to make the best of what I got, which always seemed to be my fault. Later my T became convinced that I'm very angry unconsciously.

I still don't actually think I'm angry at all.