hey, can anyone help me...I fell in love with a woman a couple of years ago who dropped all sorts of hints that she wanted a woman and was attracted to them. She ..We had intense chemistry and it felt sensational...I was on the receiving end of many compliments, close hugs and she even told me she loved me tenderly.. this got incredibly confusing...she always talked about sex with men and would make it look like she was looking to marry (a man) in future..it seemed like she was playing with my head..this got confusing and when It seemed like she wanted me close she pushed me away..i was incredibly hurt..even to the point when she would get jealous of guys I spoke to once and verbally abused him..She eventually told me this thing between us was over& I was shattered.
I heard shes now with a man, who is a creep...and the funny thing was, she stumbled by my workplace, not knowing I was working there..she attempted to strike up a convo but I was so pissed off that I couldnt focus & wanted her to leave..this struck up so many mixed emotions in me and I thought about her after this...a few weeks later she popped in again, firstly driving by and peering into my shop..at this time, her bf was overseas I think.. I need to know why she popped in.. I feel distressed, heartbroken, and need to move on but cant..I loved her with all my heart and wonder if she ever felt the same.
Im sooooo confused with what this woman wants from me...HELP
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