dark_heart_x, I finally found a pdoc who agreed to work with me to find the best meds for me--this, instead of whatever samples they tossed at me that worked good enough to keep me out of hospital and fairly okay. I told him I would never again settle for "good enough" & I needed a partner who wouldn't settle either until we had the best possible meds available for me ... and we had to keep looking for better, check my levels if I started feeling off. He had to be my Best Friend in this! He agreed, and it took over a year to get it right. He's kept his promise. He's always there for me, when my body chemistry goes whacko--he finds the new best possible meds for me.

My medical doctor is also strongly supportive & stays in touch with my pdoc. I have changed therapists twice & am hopeful this one, who does dream therapy, will be a good match.

I've had to work had to put together the right treatment team for me, but I went for decades undiagnosed & untreated. This is a better way, for me--but it does take work, all the time.

Whatever you decide, take best possible care of you.
roadie