To everyone.... We are still in counselling but things are not going good. We recently went on our trip south that we had planned long time ago. Everything started great but about mid-way things went sour. We started having talks about separation and the kids. Yes she has apologized for everything she has done but she keeps doing things that really hurt our relationship. I know that she has since made contact with the other person. She really feels trapped right now. She has no where to go and no one to talk to other than him. She has let no one know of her mistake and I thinks this is what's hurting her the most. I have confided in a few people and it helps me to talk about it. She keeps everything inside. I'm trying to keep things together but I'm losing hope. I know I have a future...I just don't know my direction anymore. I'm trying....it's really hard right now .
Thank you for your kind words. D