it's ALWAYS tumoil and anxiety and fear with the first couple of doctors visits. I remember mine very well. I was in a hurry. I was along the thought process of,

"You found out what was wrong with me, now lets hurry up and treat it and make it go away. You told me that there is treatment for it. You told me that i don't have to live like this anymore, and now you tell me to wait weeks before doing anything about it! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I'm going to rip out my hair waiting around. just fix me already!!!"

This is actually a special time for you. You will see that later. Just try to go slow and take it all in.