I disagree, at least as a person with BPD. Sitting still is what I wish I'd done most of the time yet fighting is what I too often do. Most of the time the stupid piddly s--- that I choose to gnaw on over and over is the stuff that I should have just let pass by, unnoticed. My friends would be overjoyed if I could just let things go and stop arguing all the time. Sorry, I totally disagree.

Ultra, we all have days like this. I totally understand how you feel. I have days where I wake up feeling like I want to find something to throw just to hear it break, where I text my friend (in a friendly manner) just knowing that I'll probably end up fighting with him, where I know that I'll probably flip off someone in traffic, where I feel all...emotionally buzzy...all day. It sucks. Most of the time when I feel like that now, I just stay in (if I'm not working) and clean or try to self-soothe if I actually have the mind to think about it. If I'm working, then I have no choice but to stuff it. Had that happen the other night. Wasn't a good night. Take it easy on yourself...we're here if you need us.