think my family drives me insane most of the time, sometimes i cant even control myself , i went into a phase where i would snap at at them when i didnt even want to, really dont like it because after i would get introuble , it also feels like im being controled by everyone , my mother , father , little brother, so irritating it drives me up a wall. i think they only time im not losing my sanity is when i'm at school or hanging out with friends. other then that my sanity rate has gone from coping with what my family tells me like a mindless monkey to biting my hand , eye twitching and shoulder twitching to head pulsing, unwanted pain. i do want to move out but it seems so hard to find a job where i could actually move out and sometimes i think it would be a great idea, not thinking about the consequences