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Sezzie said:

I do feel so low about myself in his presence and whenever I think about him. I know that I do put myself down a heck of a lot, and I'm probably better than I give myself credit for. I just feel so crap. I like and envy this guy to a point where it's just wrong. What should I do peoples? What should I say?

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i think say what u said just before, in ur post...it sums up how ur feeling really well and is really clearly and articulately expressed, and maybe u could launch into it with something like "i've heard it's not uncommon for clients to develop feelings/attachments/think a lot about their therapists, and the thing is since i've been seeing u...and then say the same sort of stuff u just posted before. can't be easy, but if it's interferring with ur therapy best 2 bring it up! i'm glad i've only ever had female therapists but the flipside to that is u start wishing they were ur mother! i think the rationale behind it is w/a lot of ppl in therapy, they have not had many fulfilling,close r/ships up until then, and so they need up establishing all that with the therapist and as they get better the skills learnt from the theurapeutic r/ship can be applied to other ppl outside of therapy.

don't worry, ur not being sick or disgusting in thinking this, i'm sure he's seen it plently of times before...good luck for monday i'll be thinking of u then esp as i'm seeing my T monday too!
Nite,
Zombiette