Hi girl,

I understand how painful your life is.
I don't know how old you are, but I guess you are young.
It is your parents that should take the responsibility for your painful life, while not you.
My suggestion from my own "death" experience to you is that you'd better leave away from the hell. You'd better live on yourself. It will help you to live with those people respecting each other and being fair to each other. Personal freedom is necessary too.

Please note another fact of mind, it will take you years to recover from the depression, then you can be a new person to live in a new world. Please be patient enough.

Nate