That's crazy you know of Willcox. I know all them Southern AZ towns. I can't stand Mill ave anymore. Too many weirdos and some with beardos. Lol ya speed is such an insane drug. It's fun as hell but also just completely insane at the same time. I quit that stiff quickly. I going down the wrong path rather quickly. The very first thing I did when I first smoked speed was eat every single one of my anti psych, anti depressant, and the entire bottle of Tylenol PM hoping to die in my sleep. Needless to say I'm still here. Lol that was a fun (and expensive day). When it comes to come and natural drugs I just use those for fun. I never really abused anything but x and speed. I don't do those now. Off the subject, my roommate dared me. He said if I can eat an entire oz of shrooms I won't have to pay for them. That was a crazy night!! Lol
Anyways that's a passed time. I kind of want to try it again lately. But why? I really shouldn't have anything to complain about anymore. Oh boy, I'm starting to ramble. Lol sry
I'm sort of the same as u when it comes to kicking habits quickly. Well except alcohol. I'll probably die of liver problems. I've also never touched heroin. Or crack for that matter. That's just stupid stuff.
Maybe there is something else deep down that you are trying to fight? Something repressed? Or maybe the party person just got addicted? Idk. For me it started with depression over a dang ex. And now here I am again making all the same mistakes.
What about you? You seem to have come a long way and ended up in good arms