I often think about T and how he may be with his own children (who are adults now) and if he's a good parent to them. Sometimes I would like to be a fly on the wall to see his interactions with them.

I also am really curious about T's colleagues and how he is with them. If he brings up the topic of my case to them for advice or anything.

But I don't really look forward or imagine running into him in outside life. I almost fear he would see I can act like a normal adult and decide I don't need to see him anymore.