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Originally Posted by lightbulb7
I have to have absolute knowledge and planning for each exit from my home.
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Do you also try to plan everything beforehand? For example the dialog of importance you will have or for situation you know is going to happen where without planning you won't know how to behave or accomplish something? When you will have important conversation where you need to remember to ask certain things and you writ everything out in order to not forget?
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Originally Posted by lightbulb7
I do not think that this is full agorophobia, because I can go places if I am forced to, and I feel less terrified if my husband is with me, although I still act completely different.
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I also don't feel comfortable going to important places if its on my agenda but still drag myself because if it's important, it is. But you should read my answer to
Junerain's post below.
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Originally Posted by lightbulb7
I was making progress about six months ago, but I relapsed. You are not alone. Suffering with you.
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I was different in 2012, I was brave to go outdoors, speak with people and understand them well but then recently in 2013 I kind of relapsed probably because I rarely gone out. I think I become less talkative and more lousy when I spend many days mostly at home.
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Originally Posted by lightbulb7
P.S. I have a HIGHLY SENSITIVE and intuitive personality all of my life, as you mentioned 2nd perception, I am also deeply familiar with this character and it matches the aspects of my personhood.
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Here are 2 links where you can find more about yourself:
http://www.highlysensitivesouls.com/news/may07.htm
http://lightworkers.org/blog/55668/i...dhd-add-autism
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Originally Posted by Permanent Pajamas
I'm not afraid to be outside. It's dealing with mean/rude people that I don't like. I broke. I can't do it anymore.
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Who doesn't? But my problem with this is that I become "locked up" feeling something I did wrong and can't realize at the heat of the moment that I am dealing with mean/rude person. It's only after I calm and transition from stressed state to my normal is when I realize that I should have defended myself when I was offended or yelled at.
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Originally Posted by Junerain
I am also a highly sensitive person, I also feel like others are talking about me or thinking negative thoughts about me...I have the opposite problem, I'm fine when out in public, but not ok at home. I do not feel connected to society at home.
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This is interesting and I think I can relate to this because while I feel myself at home, if I spend more time elsewhere, I can get used to it and feel different when back to my home. It the takes time to adapt back to place where I spend most time. Maybe I am adaptive personality type of there is such thing?
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Originally Posted by Junerain
Have you thought of getting a psychiatric service dog?
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I don't believe I we have such dogs where I live but I could use getting slapped in face by such dog at the heat of the moment to wake me up
