I think what you did took an AMAZING amount of courage, and you should be super proud of yourself! And what in the world makes you think that things are going to flop? What proof do you have? The past is the past. The present circumstances say that you're doing GREAT! That's the PROOF. Don't EVER project into the future because we aren't even promised that. All we have is today.

So today, you're doing fantastic! And I'd take a bet that tomorrow you will be too, but I'm not going to project. LOL

You sound SO much better -- you really do. You sound like you love it there, and want to stay there. I don't hear the depressed Indigo. I hear the hopeful, happy Indigo, and that's wonderful. Stay that way, and nothing bad will happen. I promise. And even if some "small" little thing happens, you'll be able to handle it cause you have a better ATTITUDE and that makes all the difference. Along with FAITH -- I think you have more faith in yourself right now -- so KEEP it, and let's go from there, huh? I'm with you 100%. God bless and take care. Hugs, Lee