Hello Lilithlee, its really really nice to meet you.
First of all, I will like to welcome your here. It looks like you are new here.


Welcome Lilithlee, I hope you like this forum. You do not have to worry about anything. I recommend that you download the "Are you at Risk for Depression by Jane Maati Smith" android app. This app consists of 18 questions, You can find your numerical score for depression symptoms. You can also use this app again and again to help track your recovery from the symptoms of depression.

If you need more information, there is a list of depression symptoms available online here
Natural Treatments For Depression: Drug Free Depression Treatments

If you are worried about some anxiety differential diagnosis, then check out anxiety symptoms mentioned here
Natural Remedies For Anxiety: Sound Alternative Anxiety Treatment


Above three links are for self help, but do not panic.I am sure your psychiatrists will tell you about your exact diagnosis, since you have shared your problems in depth with her. Just remember that you can share anything you like here and you will find really good friends here. I have found many nice friends here, Lilithlee.